I was so nervous. He is so imposing. I’m so self conscience around him. I told him he makes me nervous. He said,”I know.” All the while hugging me harder than I’ve been hugged in a long time. I felt so nice. He kisses me and I could feel myself blushing, the heat rising to my face. Part of me was feeling so shy and part of me wanted to jump on the bed with excitement. We had some drinks and things fell back into place. We ordered dinner and we cuddled on the bed. He calms me. He centers me. Makes me feel like a woman.
Who would have ever thought that this would happen? That this would still be happening. I just don’t want it to end. I don’t know what we’re capable of. But I think it would be nothing short of greatness. Keeping my fingers crossed. Reminding myself to take it one day at a time.